first order..

first order for kek batik is done with flying colours..

people said its delish thanks to my sister in law..

so we are ready for the next order..

trying to bake something else as soon as i'm done with my assgnmnt that need to be submitted before 31st december..

than new project will come soon!!

chocolate

chocolate yg comel2 tu senarnye my kakak ipar yg buat...

boleh la melawat link page FB my lovely sister in law..

yg plg best is chocolate yg digunakan bukan chocolate murah.. mmg dijamin sedap..

ktorg slalu dpt mkn choc free!!! yeay us!! :D:D

nk tempah comel2 pon boleh.. nk tempah utk mkn saje2 pon boleh..

untuk hantaran..

untuk doorgift..

ade yg buat utk bg birthday present..

tp siyes mmg sedap..

family kami mmg da try bnyk jenis choc tp yg ni mmg best..

2 tumbs up..

ok dah2 promote..

tempah tau!!

tempahan

to all my friends out there, sy just nk promote sket.. untuk sepanjang cuti sem ni, sy mcm nk amik tempahan utk wat kuih.. antara kuih yg boleh ditempah :-

1. kek batik

2. choc chip muffin

3. red velvet cake @ cupcake

4. apam polkadot (inti boleh pilih kaya, or any jem)

5. chocolate cake

6. chocolate yg lawa tu.. :D

7. egg tart (mcm cheese tart bawah ni, tp inti telur..:D)

8. blueberry cheese tart

yg selebihnye tu dlm proses blaja.. kalau jd nk update lg list ni..

klu ade request nk buat pape, bgtau je.. i will try my best cuba2..

insyaAllah.. (^_^)

bored..

can't wait to get home and bake to the fullest!!!

seronok nye!!!

tp balik utk study week nnt la kan.. bukan skang la.. :D

actually kan, kalau baking can release my stress like 98%, baik baking je kan dr wat mende lain.. :D

lgpun ramai org leh mkn (itupun klu jdik) hahahahhahaha..

nak BAKING!!!!!!!!

bila la nk boleh wat camni

soon.. i hope.. :D

DIY

tiba2 rasa nk upload aktiviti saya for the past few month yg sibuk..

abg long kawen kan, so banyak keje sket..

ni beberapa gmbr keje hasil tgn sy sendirik!! yeay!!

improvements?? yup.. lots.. hahahahahaha

yg xpenah buat pon alhamdulillah jadik.. kalau ade org nk suh sy buat lepas ni bgtau jela..

nk suh buat kuih ke ape ke, i will try kalau xsibuk.. :D

Enjoy!!! (^_^)

ni hantaran abg long yg sy buat sendirik.. yela skang brg semua senang dpt, tggl nk gam2 je.. hahahahaha..

(^_^)

ni perfume Paris Hilton n yes bau die sngt soft n best!!!

heels yg mmg menggoda jiwa sy.. :(

Red Velvet cuppies!!!!

Rupa buruk tp rasa?? mengancam!! hahaha

terperasan pulak..

rasenye mcm nk open utk org ramai yg nk tempah, tp depends on keje time tu bnyk x.. hahak..

separuh masa je, eh suku masa je utk di'spend' for leisure.. huahuahua..

hmm...

sakitnye bdn sy.. nape bdn sy slalu sakit2 ek? expecially bahagian bahu ni.. sometimes penat jugak gak slalu kene camni.. but what to do.. bile keje da bertimbun, nothing else seems matter anymore.. tp tulah kan.. org xpaham, kalau org faham senang plak crite..

keep on pushing me until i lose my mind.. it is hard to be someone who have to act happily all the time.. the truth, no one knows..

tired..

tired of being treated this way.. bila da org wat camni sy da xde mood nk wat keje, xde mood nk tdo, xde mood nk tgk cite, sume xde mood.. sy nye semangat ilang camtu je.. mcm kne tiup angin je.. sy ni bukannye ape tpbila dah kene ingatkn spjg masa, mestila serabut.. tp xde yg paham pon.. ingtkn phm upenye x.. xpela.. da nasib bdn.. kalau one day jd gile pon mmg da predictable.. skang pon da mcm anytime je.. ase bebanan bnyk lg xlps.. sbb maybe bukan jenis lepas semua.. xpe, biar diri sndiri n Allah S.W.T saje yg tau.. sesungguhnye mengadu kepadamu adalah lebih baik..

~~ThE gIrL~~

i have a story

a story about someone

that gives her best in everything

its just that people never see the best of her

she never give up

coz thats just not who she is

even though she have to sacrifice

her time

her body

her soul

no resting

no playing around

she never tot that anything could be wrong once she give her all

but it is all the same

coz nobody cares

nobody apprecia

te

people just know how to judge her

and give her more task

but she will still try her best

until her last breath

until she can barely open her eyes

until the time pass by

until the world end

until later, later, later

be strong girl

i know u can

coz i'm with u

n will always be with u

thru good or bad

thru best or worst

coz that's what bestfriend does

until we die..

...............

i cannot be ur besties coz i have no money to spend when i'm with u..

i'm not pretty, i'm not rich..

i want to make u as my friend but i just couldn't..

my heart is sincere but the world i'm in, prevents me to be friends with u..

can i have a normal friends that can hang out with me normally..

i want a bestfriend that could be there 4 me 24/7..

i want a person who can listen to all my problem..

i want someone who can talk **** with me without any restriction..

i want someone to just smile 4 me when i make a mistake..

i want to find you but i think i'm just a lil but too late...

so i'm gonna live my life as it was before..

being happy with it..

be greatful to what god has given to me..

Alhamdulillah..

it is all that i can say for giving me what i have now..

because somehow i know that this is what's god for me coz Allah knows what He do...

just give me strength to live my life happily..

i'm greatful to you ALLAH s.w.t..

and i hope that i always will..

amin.........

Teaching experience

lepas abis short kos aritu, someone ask for my help..

untuk menjadi cikgu di salah sebuah sekolah tahfiz di kerteh ni..

Mula2 plan yg sngt banyak disediakan sepjg cuti 3 bulan ni..

1. nak kuruskan bdn

2. nak siapkan hantaran ang long

3. nak buat kueh banyak2

4. nak buat biskut raya yg sngt banyak

5. nak kemas rumah n paint mommy feature wall

6. nak decorate my room!

7. nak bersihkan semua tingkap2 yg da berkulat kat rumah tu(the bad side of having white frame window!

8. nak menjadi insan yg lebih berguna.. chewah!!!

tp end up kene kerja.. n sy telah tidak mampu menjalankan semua aktiviti yg dirancang itu..

dan sy telah menjadi sngt sedih..

yg mampu sy buat hanyalah.....

1. buat muffin sahaja

2. buat biskut raya 2 jenis je! :(

yang lain2 hanyalah berlaku secara tidak lgsg...

so mmg sedih la kan..

tp xpe.. sy akn cuba menjadi insan yg berguna cuti ni nnt...

sy nak tlg mama sy banyak2.. :D

oke2

mlm ni sy dipaksa membuat latihan utk subjek yg seketul yg sy amik utk short kos ini...

heheheheh.. xtau la ape jd kat sy ni kan mls tul nak study..

akhirnya sy berjaya jawab satu soalan! yeay!! pencapaian tu! jgn kutuk2 oke..

tiba2 sleepy sngt..

nak tido tp tkt plak nak lelap mata ni.. tp housemate sy xtido lg.. ni masa cantik nak tido ni.. so that xdek la pk bukan2 sebelum masuk tido kan.. :D 'wink2'

so, sy nak siapkan 1 soalan lg pastu sy nak rehatkan bdn ye rakan2.. :D

hmmmmmmmmmmm

mlm yg xseronok sbb sy terjaga pd jam 3 pagi dan xboleh tido sbb sy tkt..

sy pikir yg bukan2 kot.. tp siyes tkt.. sy sngt mengantuk tp xboleh tido..

haduh... omeone please come and rescue me! xde ke superhero yg when i call their names, they will come to save me???

superman ke?

batman ke?

incredible family ke?

hmmmmmm...

so scared loh...

n the dog just bark weirdly tadi..

xpe lah...

try tido lg..

baking2..

okeh, bosan2 plak rasa arini kan.. rasa mcm nak post something..

anyhow, aku baking da due hari tau!!! hehek..

sngt puas hati sbb abg long bg tumbs up to my kueh..

ape yg aku bake?? hehe.. cheese tartlet n egg tarts..

jadi due hari kenapa?? sbb aku buat satu hari 2 adunan tp still xcukup..

sbb dlm rumah ni hidupnye piranha2 yg ganas!

so lainkali mama, aisyah nak kene wat 5 adunan skali kot.. DAMN.. sngt penat tp berbaloi..

ni cheese tartlet yg sngt sedap oke! hehe*muke perasan*

ni first try n cri resepi on the spot.. tp jadik la!!! hehek.. hooray!!!

tp still kene backup ngan tat telur sbb abg long sngt suke tat telur.. suke buat mknn yg org suke sbb org appreciate.. kan3??

terlupa la nak amik gmbr my soft egg tarts..

nnt buat lg kene snap ok..

da lama x baking kan.. lepas gian la ni.. asik2 ngadap lappy je.. bosan gak..

2nd bking is semlm n arini tggl xsmpi 10 keping pon lg...

xpe2, mama said lain kali plak coz nnt bosan n muak.. xelok mkn banyak2 nnt gemuk..

okeyh, until next post.. hahak.. daa. salam.. ♥

be strong

sometimes, in life, it is not totally about us..

remember, there are a lot of people out there who really need our help..

but be sincere in helping them, sincerity will bring you some goods, trust me..

my patient, i waited for 3 years have paid off..

i'm happy with it..

all the rumors about me actually have been proven that it is all lie..

yes, i will never stab my friend on her back..

now you realize that i'm definitely not your enemy, but instead i'm just a friend who's trying to help..

you lost me now, and i am truly sorry coz i will never accept you as my friend again..

i forgive you years ago but i'm sorry, i could not be a hypocrite and accept you again, not even when you are at your utmost disaster..

maybe i am not a very good friend, but all i did was to help..

and i never did what you said i did..

i don't understand why do people trust you with your crazy story about me..

well, "berani kerana benar".. the truth is out..

i cannot lie and said that i'm not happy, it is not because of your misery but it is because now i can smile without a doubt about people thoughts..

:)

so, sebagai nasihat kpd all my friends, buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jgn sekali....

sungguh, niat sy slama ni just to help..

i'm not playing nice and i'm not playing angel type of girl, coz i'm a bad girl..

i know i am..

but when it come to a person who need help, trust me, i'll do anything i could to help you..

xade sekelumit perasaan pura-pura inside me for helping people..

kalau sy ade sakitkan hati sape2, please come and tell me so that i could fix myself..

tp before you came to me, think, did you ever did something that could make me act that way..

i will never hurt people who never hurt me..

ALLAH S.W.T is always with us..

HE knows everything we done or we intended to do..

niat pon DIA tau..

:)

jgn noty2.. hehek..

sy lega... :)

sy happy... :D

thank you ALLAH for showing to all those people the truth..

ALHAMDULILLAH...

♥♥♥

more..

i'm definitely stuck in th middle..

i 'm trying to be the best in everything i do..

sometimes it is so bored to be me..

i want to be other people, who can be anybody they want anywhere..

i admit it that sometimes i'm a bit fussy, maybe that's why i don't like other people to do my task..

but the negative part about this is, i cannot be a very good leader coz i will not let my team member do a lot of things..

hmm..

it's ok..

as long as i'm not doing everything in a wrong way..

n one more thing, i dont like other people to mess with my stuff..

seriously dude, no can do..

i cannot stand people using my stuff WITHOUT my permission, especially when i am not very close to you..

so, dont try to mess with my stuff..

i despise it!

hmmm..

but if u really2 need to do so, use it nicely..

then i wont be so stingy after all..

mlm ni mood serabut dngn assignment..

haduyai..

banyak betul esemen sy..

da last2 ni lg la banyak keje nye..

study week, oppsss!! study days!! 4 days!! heh!

study week la sngt..

bosan la blaja ni kan kdg2..

rase mcm nk keje je.. tp keje nnt masalah keje bertimbun2 plak..

xpe la.. atleast keje tu dpt pengalaman..

blaja pon pengalaman jugak.. ilmu kan, jgn kite berhenti menimba ilmu...

mcm my beloved lecturer said, diploma degree ni tiket nak masuk keje je.. mcm tiket masuk wayang tp lama sket nak dpt... bayangkan lepas ni nak enjoy tngk movie.. bru semangat nak blaja!! yeah!! chaiyok2!!

tp xrase semangat pon ni.. camne ni??

hahahahahhahahahahaha....

tiba2 rindu moment debating dulu..

mmg sy suke berckp, sy suke menyuarakan pendapat, tp time tngh debate mcm budak xreti ckp!!! sabo jela..

rasenye mende2 camni kene banyak practice...

yela kan.. omputis sokmo ckp practice make perfect.. tp xperfect2 pom..

just getting better..

hahak.. in my head slalu je terfikir, klu sy terlibat dngn giatnye in any activities organize by universiti, sy nye result terganggu x??

yg tu kite kene tngk sem ni nye result.. sbb sem ni x de terlibat activity yg besar2...

just join venture org.. teruk betul rasenye sem ni.. xnak contribute lgsg..

xpe la.. nnt2 sy join ye..

oh yeah, cuti 3 bulan ni sy nak wat ape ek lepas short course tu..

nk keje ke nk tlg mama kat umah??

pengalaman keje penting, tp jaga mama pon penting..

xpun cri keje yg boleh spend time banyak kat umah..

hehehehehhee..

sape nk bg keje gtu??

MAMA LA JAWABNYE!!!

mama sy amik sy keje jd BIBIK!!

hahak.. xpe la..

as long as i'm cheering my mother.. yup, my lovely2 mother..

oh sngt penatnye sy sem ni.. rasenye mcm terlalu banyak mende berlaku sepjg sem ni..

pape pon, sy ttp happy.. :)

keceriaan sy akan mempengaruhi jiwa org lain.. xnak la badmood2..

even tngh migrain pon boleh gelak lg..

hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah...

dah la tu..

lain kali sy mengarut lg.. nk g tdo la... esok kene bangun awal siapkan esemen!!!

chaiyok2 aisyah!! awk tu bnyk lg esemen.. jgn main2 lg ok..

nite2 semua warga malaysia... :) be happy keyh.. ♥

nah teddy bear nak peluk cium mlm ni...

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hmmmm...

bila kita menyakitkan hati seseorang, nescaya kita akan terima balasan dari Allah SWT. jadi, sebelum kita salahkan orang lain, muhasabah diri dahulu dan lihat apa kesalahan yang telah kita lakukan sehingga mendapat balasan sedemikian rupa.

kadang kala, kita hanya nampak kesalahan orang lain kerana Allah SWT telah menutup pintu hati kita untuk muhasabah diri dan mengenal kesalahan diri. apabila kejadian seperti ini terjadi, fikirlah semula dan fikirlah sedalam-dalamnya adakah kita terlalu baik dibumi allah ini? adalah kita tidak pernah melakukan dosa?? adakah kita xpernah menyakitkan hati sesiapa??

saya sedar saya bukan manusia yang baik. tetapi, sy tidak akan menyakiti hati orang yang tidak menyakiti hati saya. setiap apa yang saya lakukan diatas bumi milik ALLAH SWT ini hanyalah bg menyedarkan setidak-tidaknya 2% manusia yang semakin hari semakin busuk hati nya.. saya sedar bahawa kita kini hidup didalam dunia akhir zaman. tidakkah kita takut dengan hari kiamat?? tidakkah kita takut dngn hari pembalasan??

adakah kita terlalu yakin kita akan terlepas dari seksa api neraka yang nescaya teramat panas itu?? saya terlalu sedih melihat perilaku kawan memakan kawan. sejahat mane pun org itu tetap saya akan cuba tlg selagi tidak ade perlakuan jahatnye terhadap saya. tp maaflah kalau sy berlaku jahat kepada anda kerana sy terlalu sakit dngn ape yg awak lakukan terhadap sy. sy bukan jenis yang mendengar cerita disebelah pihak.. maaf sekiranya ade percakapan saya yg membuatkan hati kamu terluka. tp itu sememangnye bukan niat sy.. sy mmg xsempurna.. jdi tegurlah kesalahan sy. sy xkan bunuh org yg tegur sy. tp pabila awk memburuk2 kan saya dihadapan org lain dibelakang sy, maaflah, sy xkan boleh menjadi seorg yg jujur dihadapan awk lg.

dngn tertulisnya post kali ini, menandakan sy da teramat sakit dan membenci. tlglah jgn buat sy menbenci kamu, kamu, kamu, kamu.. kerana rasa benci ini hanyalah akan menggelapkan hati sy seorg hamba ALLAH yg sama seperti kamu, tidak sempurna dan tidak pernah akan sempurna.