Tuesday, August 16, 2011

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i cannot be ur besties coz i have no money to spend when i'm with u..
i'm not pretty, i'm not rich..
i want to make u as my friend but i just couldn't..
my heart is sincere but the world i'm in, prevents me to be friends with u..
can i have a normal friends that can hang out with me normally..
i want a bestfriend that could be there 4 me 24/7..
i want a person who can listen to all my problem..
i want someone who can talk **** with me without any restriction..
i want someone to just smile 4 me when i make a mistake..
i want to find you but i think i'm just a lil but too late...
so i'm gonna live my life as it was before..
being happy with it..
be greatful to what god has given to me..
Alhamdulillah..
it is all that i can say for giving me what i have now..
because somehow i know that this is what's god for me coz Allah knows what He do...
just give me strength to live my life happily..
i'm greatful to you ALLAH s.w.t..
and i hope that i always will..
amin.........

Monday, August 15, 2011

Teaching experience


lepas abis short kos aritu, someone ask for my help..
untuk menjadi cikgu di salah sebuah sekolah tahfiz di kerteh ni..
Mula2 plan yg sngt banyak disediakan sepjg cuti 3 bulan ni..
1. nak kuruskan bdn
2. nak siapkan hantaran ang long
3. nak buat kueh banyak2
4. nak buat biskut raya yg sngt banyak
5. nak kemas rumah n paint mommy feature wall
6. nak decorate my room!
7. nak bersihkan semua tingkap2 yg da berkulat kat rumah tu(the bad side of having white frame window!
8. nak menjadi insan yg lebih berguna.. chewah!!!
tp end up kene kerja.. n sy telah tidak mampu menjalankan semua aktiviti yg dirancang itu..


dan sy telah menjadi sngt sedih..
yg mampu sy buat hanyalah.....
1. buat muffin sahaja
2. buat biskut raya 2 jenis je! :(
yang lain2 hanyalah berlaku secara tidak lgsg...
so mmg sedih la kan..
tp xpe.. sy akn cuba menjadi insan yg berguna cuti ni nnt...
sy nak tlg mama sy banyak2.. :D